Meditation 25: Authentic Self~ Day 10

Day 10: 40 Days~
The real ME~
I don’t always have the answers…
I don’t always
know what to do…
Sometimes
I need help…
I’m feeling a little lost…
Trying to find
my way…
Trying to find
a way out…
Trying to find that place inside me that knows
that really knows…
how to pull me out of this – –
Searching for that place that strengthens me…
that place that guides me.
Creator,
help me…
I am so sad…
strengthen me.
I want all you have for me…
Clean my wounds…
Remove all the toxins from my body…
Remove all the poison that does not serve me…
Walk with me…
Fill me…
Strengthen me…
Please work through my words today…
guide me…
push me harder than I’ve ever worked..
I need to work nonstop…
I need to get it done.
Help me to be authentic…
I need your help…
Authenticity is based on truth…
The truth is I am weak…
The truth is
I am getting stronger…
The truth is
I am learning all that I need.
The truth is
I am getting ready~
The truth is
I am always growing…
The truth is
I wasn’t always THIS way…
The truth is
I was completely torn down…
The truth is
I am re-building from scraps…
BUT I AM RE-BUILDING…
I am STRONGER WITH EVERY PASSING DAY…
The truth is
I am getting rid of the debris that was left in me…
The truth is
I am working with the parts that remain
I am starting over…
The truth is
I don’t pretend to be perfect.
Or act like I have it all together.
The truth is
she told me she felt deceived…
I say she saw the truth
and didn’t like it…
The truth is
she met MY AUTHENTIC SELF
from Finding Your Force A Journey to Love~
PRAYER: I know that there are NO OBTACLES~ that what you put in my path is for my learning… is for my greater good. Please help me to release the poison inside of me. I’m miserable, unhappy and feeing unfulfilled in my life. Spiritually, I know what I need to nourish myself with. I know that I’m stronger than this. My writing is suffering. I haven’t given it the time it deserves. I haven’t given myself the time deserve. I need to release this tension and anxiety. I know that no one can come in and fix it for me. All the work has to be done internally. I need to get to the core of me… all that is beautiful, loving, compassionate, tender and gentle.
Mostly, I want to be able to give ALL that I possess to myself. All that I give so freely and openly to everyone else but me~ I release all that causes me pain. I forgive myself. I surrender all my worries. I don’t have to believe what others tell me about my life. I don’t have to worry about security I have all I need. I know who I am! “YO SOY UNA AMAZONA!” No one can take my peace unless I give it to them. I know YOU got this! I know YOU got me! I am DIVINE! There’s nothing in my way. Light shines all around me. I ask YOU to clear my heart of fear. I hold positive thoughts and intentions. I have a mission. I feel my strength. No wind can knock me off my path! I know that I am ready! I know that I am a leader! I am a healer! And when I forget YOU always hold my hand. And so it is~ from Finding Your Force A Journey to Love~
I AFFIRM:
Today, I call forth my strength and I move forward anyway!
Today, I acknowledge that this journey to healing is not an easy task.
Today, things will appear to knock me off my path. Things will come in to test where I am at and show ME where I still need work.
And ITS ALL GOOD after crying I had to remember where to turn to for my strength and acknowledge… that I have been here before and my force reminds me everyday that I’m strong enough to continue~ from Finding Your Force A Journey to Love~
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